Posted in Diary, tagged Love, relationship, Diary on July 23, 2008 | No Comments »
I was walking alone on the street, when I felt that I want a pause, with this man. No I am not dumping him. May be I feel guilty I made him so in love with me. it’s a sin. I am scared. I have always been alone. What is he doing here in my life? Suddenly he [...]
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Posted in Diary, tagged Diary, life, thoughts. secret on July 6, 2008 | 5 Comments »
As early as I knew how to write, I liked to put my thoughts on a piece of paper. I remember many times at my very early age, I would write my things down then teared the paper off, as I was afraid someone might read it then I would feel embarrassed. I knew [...]
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Posted in Diary, tagged life, Love, relationship on May 4, 2008 | 2 Comments »
What does that word mean? I didnt even know the existence of this word. I heard it very first time when he called me that. I understood what it means… When a person call you like that you can’t get angry with that person, even that person broke up with you.
To the world you are just one [...]
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Posted in Diary, tagged life, relationship on May 2, 2008 | No Comments »
It’s already friday. I begin to look back what I have done through the week. It has been a good week as there was one great thing happening. Though, I havent done much, it’s not that there are so many things for me to do right now.
Getting up in the morning and saw his mail saying good morning to me… [...]
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Posted in Diary on April 29, 2008 | 2 Comments »
I wanted to write and tell him that I am so happy today beacuse I’ve got a good news. I didnt write him. In stead, I sit and tear. I miss him and I should not. I havent heard from him today, I didnt know I would miss him this way. Dear do you miss [...]
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Posted in Diary on April 28, 2008 | No Comments »
I’ve been looking for sth for days I coldnt find it, and it is kind of urgent. Today I found it and I feel like I should have tried harder, should have been more positive so I could find it earlier. I am good at wasting times.. I can be called jol msiet. Am I? [...]
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Posted in Diary, tagged dates, relationship on April 27, 2008 | No Comments »
In less that a month we had ten dates, exclusive the last two times we saw each other. One date lead to another. Everytime I met him, I thought I was the last time, but it was not. I was not sure what made me see him again. Sometimes I was not glad to do [...]
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Posted in Diary, tagged phnom penh, Traffic, trip on April 27, 2008 | No Comments »
Holy crab! I’ve learned to scold, to insult lol because of those rediculous trafficans in phnom penh. They are just incredible… oh much more than that. I dont know what they have in mind. If just they take only abit consideration to one another, it would be a much better experience wandering along the streets [...]
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Posted in Diary, tagged Holiday, life, trip on February 3, 2008 | No Comments »
After a long period of hard work, both mentally and physically… now it’s time to begin my big holiday. I am supposed to get everything ready… yet I havent done anything much about it. Actually in my mind I still feel there are many things to be done… the list just goes on and on.
The [...]
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Posted in Diary, tagged exam, graduate on January 31, 2008 | No Comments »
I am done now. I’m just out of my examroom. The result was good. I was there so proud and so couragous presenting my work with full of confidence. I dont know what I have got the courage from. I was not nervous even abit. I was brave. I am so proud of [...]
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