..you have been left alone the way I have been. My emptiness has returned or may be it has always been there all the time. But by the time he first came into my life, it made me forgot about it. I thought that god answered to what I asked for. Anyway it’s always worth to remember that not everything looks like what it really is, or what we think it is. when he cant give the love and care that I need.. that I constantly need… when he seems not to understand how much I need… I feel lonely. not because I am alone because he’s not there and I need him…that much that I feel so lonely. waiting for a man to understand you…huh like a beggar waiting for someone to pass by in a noman street…