Guilt

I was walking alone on the street, when I felt that I want a pause, with this man. No I am not dumping him. May be I feel guilty I made him so in love with me. it’s a sin. I am scared. I have always been alone. What is he doing here in my life? Suddenly he wants to marry me and so on. No I’m not feeling guilty but this is not what I expected. I just wanted to live alone happily.

I’ve been talking to him alot these days. May be too much. A pause will be good. How could I say this to him? It’s going too fast, I cannot handle it. I need to slow down. what’s the problem with me? I am so troublesom …