I found it

I’ve been looking for sth for days I coldnt find it, and it is kind of urgent. Today I found it and I feel like I should have tried harder, should have been more positive so I could find it earlier. I am good at wasting times.. I can be called jol msiet. Am I? yes I am.

I  talked to him again, I couldnt stop. or there were no reason not to. He didnt comfort me, he didnt say sorrry often enough and now he acts like nothing happened. HMM what a cold heart. I made him think I forgave him everything, but I cant forget he way he treated me. He told me not to think about him, but I dont. I just miss him sometimes and I pity him.

wish to get my only thing done, God please help and forgive my carelessness! please dont purnish me this time please!

Today one of my friends lifted me up to guess how much i weight. He did it several times. He kissed my pand coz he hit my head with a book. Cool ! all this with no feeling, see? I can do it too. well khmer guy will never do that, am i right? He even paid for my lunch.

He was nice to me coz he wanted me to help with his assignment, damn it!