I have always wanted a place, my own place where I can be myself. my ownself. my bad my good my freak my sweet.
i wanna be all by myself.. coz i dont think i am good enough for anyone. i am not even good to myself.
god i was strong… i knew i was.. i dont know how i have become like this. I am bad, i have become bad.
I have no where and no one to go to. i dont know who i can talk and cry to. i am all alone.
i miss my old friends.. i miss my time back i really do. the longer time goes, the more i miss.
i miss the time when i was good. i loved myself. was proud of myself.
I only think i have been wasting so much time of my life. i dont know how to cheer up. my chest is painful…. why??? am i going to die??? i wanna die. so no one will expect anything from me anymore.
